This is, I think gonna be my last poem.
That the
Courage,
to stand up and fight,
seemed to have never
existed in me,
what I faced,
after that crushing moment,
you'll never understand,
never,
but maybe,
at some point of time,
when it's too late,
you'll get the gist,
whenever I went through
the obstacles life placed in front of me,
your memories ,
were the biggest factor,
contributing to help me through,
but now,
I have reached
The Termination Point,
at this point,
everything seemed to have been a lie,
everything seemed to have never existed,
even your memories,
seems like a part of my imagination,
this gets me sad,
and at this point,
life seems worthless,
and suddenly,
When you come out,
of the beautiful dream world,
you lived all your life,
you tend be shocked and dumbfounded,
hatred,lies,sadness and anger,
seems so prevalent,
but it hurt me the most,
when I finally,
finally realized,
that we were never meant,
to be together,
you were destined to be,
with someone else whom you love,
and I was destined......
well, now it seems for nothing,
and then,
I understand,
people might read this,
with anger,contempt and frustration,
and maybe even pity,
but try and understand,
that this might just be,
the last time you see me,
the last time I ever write,
I think it's stretched long enough,
so long,
that the "strong" will that,
I thought I possessed,
has finally given in,
and now,
I have fallen,
into the dark, endless pit,
of despair,disappointment and hopelessness,
And it doesn't seem,
that I'll be surfacing again,
But now I guess,
This is the way it was Destined to End...........
I was listening to Waking the Demon by Bullet for my Valentine when these words just came in my mind.
(P.S-The tags are just so the people read them.:D)
Stuck in this place,
As days pass by,
I feel no remorse,
as I'm leaving you here,
I drained all emotions,
and feelings out of me,
so that I won't be affected,
When I see your Face,
Sneering at me,
But now I've had enough,
This just isn't gonna work,
Now,
Nothing's gonna save you,
You have me enraged,
Ensured you demise,
By my hands,
It's he reward that,
you have reaped,
For each fucking limit that ,
you dared to cross,
Now that there's nothing left,
The Demon has arisen,
From within me,
Awaken from slumber,
Enraged at what's happening,
I know now you regret doing
All those things you shouldn't have done!!!!
\m/
As Silence envelopes me,
and Tears fall readily,
her absence struck me hard,
right at the heart,
Life seemed to be a difficult journey,
And sometimes,
I feels that everything,
every Goddamn thing ,
seems to be working to get me down,
but then,
a small touch on my arm,
Your face,
A smile on your face,
You help me up,
back to face life,
and all problems,
Indebted,
Your kindness,
makes me give out my heart to you,
And,
Now,
Happiness becomes Sadness,
When you're not there with me,
To share it....
Stay the way you are...
:)
It's late at night,
but I can't sleep,
because of you,
I get up and go out,
and listening to the winds,
I'm only thinking of you,
and all the time we have spent together,
all those memories,
are treasured within me,
engraved and imprinted,
Impatiently,
I wait for the next time,
When we'll meet,
the next time,
when I'll be mesmerised by you,
when I'll be ale to fall
so Deep into your eyes,
and your beauty,
paralyzes my senses,
and drifting into another world,
Where there is no one but us,
I realize,
How lucky I am to have you!
:D
Isolated,
Deep in thought,
with my dreams broken,
I watch the world,
and I know,
Beneath the happy demeanours,
the jolly moods,
lies a heavy dose of sadness,
waiting to spring out,
and every smile,
that you see,
is a mask to cover,
the real face,
the face of gloom,
And now I realise,
that if this is the truth,
Then I'm gonna
enjoy every bit of life,
with a smile on my face,
And say cheerfully,
to the rocks of sadnees,
trying to weigh me down,
GOODBYE,
Coz my life is short,
and it ain't big enough,
for the two of us.
:D
Since You have left,
The light doesn't seem
bright enough,
and the rains,
they aren't that wet anymore,
The Breeze that always flew,
when you were near me,
has stopped,
and even you know,
my heart hasn't moved on...
'Coz it seems
that time has frozen,
waiting just for you,
seems like it's sayin,
please come back,
Even breathing doesn't seem important,
It's more of an arduous endeavour
without you,
and the farther you run away from me,
the closer you come to me
in my heart,
I dunno wats happening, coz without you,
My day just doesn't start....
I have seen,
Trust is strangled
by it's throat,
Witnessed the death of hope,
Whatever I've been through,
and dealt with,
Insomnia is the only rest I get,
Feeling the world around me,
I perceive myself as Dead,
and I know that,
When you are left alone,
I n this world,
All solutions become problems,
Every minute seems like an hour,
I stay still,
Wherever I was,
No Movement,
Life has stopped,
I start afresh,
then Die again,
Feel my pain,
Even though,
I don't think you can,
Try,
Can you feel when you heart,
Is Shattered, Broken and Screaming,
When your on the edge,
And no one cares about you,
And nothing can heal your wounds,
Even Time fails,
Then what do you do?
and you will see,
nothing but darkness,
but wait,
there's a ray of hope,
but it vanishes,
oh so suddenly,
Coz I have come,
much closer to death,
than you have imagined,
already broken down,
shattered,
my heart still beats,
and still weeps for you,
but then
I'm suddenly brought to reality,
you have gone,
left me alone,
and made me,
what I am,
I wish I could turn back time,
become my old self,
but obstacles,
they block my way,
so please,
If you love me,
Just lemme know before it's too late.....
